And in that hazy moment, between asleep and awake, my life will make sense. It won’t be so broken, or meaningless, anymore.

Put my life back on its course and remove all doubt from my soul
You've left me here with false hope and now you sit back
And you watch me die tear me down with my undying breath
I risk everything obey the truth in this I trust in you stripped from shame
Without him all is lost reclaim my soul bring me new life
I'm not alone, free my soul here's my heart with this life I hold
You in condemned for all to unveil what you've become and
How you brought me down bow your head

I got a revelation about life! hahaha I can think of life as a S&F puzzle... Looking @ it in the beginning, everything looks jumbled, mixed up, no order or understanding... & yet we're given a list of words to find, a list of things to fulfill, in the order of which life means it to be. Sometimes finding what we're looking for is easy... & sometimes, no matter how much we search, we just can't find it! So we think 'Maybe it's not there'... but it's there alright! Amongst all the apparent confusion & randomness, it's there right out before our eyes, yet we can't see it. So we skip it over... move on to something else in life, ignore the feat we couldn't accomplish thinking its a lost cause... When we reach the end of the list & we've ticked off 'school' 'marriage' 'job' 'child' 'icecream' 'hurt' 'pain' 'loss' etc we may think to ourselves ... 'there is just no happiness' :( But if we look closer... its there.... its meshed into & in between; the 'h' in hurt... the 'p' in pain ... the 's' in loss... It's there... but sometimes it's part of something we never thought it could be... it was there all along. We just have to find it!

Fight the blues- Translation

We fight the blues

When you worry about things that makes your enemy happy

Not only man but also woman must be tough

I let you know some good things:

“Luck comes to happy homes “

All women are actresses

They pretend to be weak, but very strong actually

Nevertheless, they want to be protected

We fight the blues

I sometimes give in depression

I am free to shed my tears

We fight the blues

When you worry about things that makes your enemy happy

Not only man but also woman must be tough

You can’t buy it, you can’t see it

It is rental toughness

Everybody puts great pressure on me

But I have to keep trying

We fight the blues

When you feel bad, just take deep breathe

Tears I held back are a part of me

I hate to lose

I’ll make you down

A gong for fight rings tonight

We fight the blues

I sometimes give in depression

I am free to shed my tears

We fight the blues

When you worry about things that makes your enemy happy

Not only man but also woman must be tough

Celebrate: Translation

The blue night
Is here for us

Don’t read deeply into things
Just enjoy the art of life

Mister DJ, this song’s tune is great
Give me more, Give me more more
Sexy Lady, that backless dress suits you
You’re number one!

Celebrate, bathe in the light
If you leap into the green sea, you can get used to anything
Celebrate, open a bottle of Don Perignon
If you’re affected as far as your lungs by cold, that is the feeling of a queen

The beast with gentle eyes awakens

Mister DJ, this song’s tune is great
Give me more, Give me more more
Sexy Lady, that backless dress suits you
You’re number one!

Celebrate, from a hill where the moon can be seen
Tonight, two people exchange vows, A secret wedding
Celebrate, come this way
Because I understand what it is to always cry alone

Stop time

Celebrate, bathe in the light
If you leap into the green sea, you can get used to anything
Celebrate, open a bottle of Don Perignon
If you’re affected as far as your lungs by cold, that is the feeling of a queen

Ah I love the way
You make me feel the music
It’s mysterious isn’t it, I am unable to touch it, yet I feel it

Someday we'll run away, so far away, love,
Until this weight just dissipates
You said, but
The pain grows deeper and the distance wider
It's getting harder
But my love grows stronger

* Do I really know  kimi no koto Darling?
matteru  matteru no Calling
Do I really know  kimi no koto Darling?
matteru  matteru no Calling

I can't help but fall again and again

When all I have is a tired smile to give
Should I set you free or remain a burden?
The loneliness,
My love I cannot protect
nee how much longer
Can I pretend  I'm stronger?

Have you ever known kodoku na no Darling?
wakatteru no  wakatteru no Longing
Have you ever known kodoku na no Darling?
wakatteru no  wakatteru no Longing

But despite it all I fall and I fall
But despite it all I fall and I fall


I can't help but fall again and again
But I can't help but fall again and again

Do you believe in fate --
A momentary encounter
That changes everything in your life
Before that?

We notice it the moment our eyes meet someone's
We come to feel it sure in contacting with him or her
But then once
We feel weak in the knees

The wind strokes my cheeks and makes me feel real
Whispering softly that this is not an illusion at all

I've been thinking that I couldn't reach your voice
I've been thinking that this dream wouldn't come true
But the person before my eyes is
You see? No one else but you

Where does this road lead to
And how does it continue?
Even if I imagine them
It's of course that I have no clue

I feel the more I wish to be strong
The weaker my heart becomes in inverse proportion

I shouted your name in tears
I wished I wouldn't wake up, if it were a dream
Ah, the person before my eyes was
You see? No one else but you



If only I had deserved your love
As many as the times you said you loved me
If only I had loved you
As many as the times I said I loved you

I gave up, thinking that I couldn't reach your voice
I gave up, thinking that this dream wouldn't come true
You see? Though the person before my eyes was
The real you

42402 Philips D4S 4100K 3800lm watts mercury-freely yellowish-warm
42402 V269 Philips D4S 5800K 3300lm mercury-freely snow white
42406 V356-P2 Philips XenEco D4S 4100K 35W P32d-2 3800lm E-permission, mercury-freely yellowish-warm watts

53550 GE D2S Blue 35W P32d-2 5100K 2800lm watts with pink note
53560 GE D2S Superblue 35W P32d-2 10000K 1400lm light blue with Grünstich
53570 GE D2R Blue 35W P32d-3 5100K 2800lm watts with pink note
53580 GE D2R Superblue 35W P32d-3 10000K 1400lm light blue with Grünstich

62301 Osram Xenstar D-HC2S 35W 5400K D2S D-HC high color burner, very neutral white and only lamp without color pass, optically like xenon into the early 90ern as it on the market, is not any longer manufactured, residual item came available (email at author)
62305 Osram Xenarc electronics D-HC1S 35W 5400K D1S best white (unbunt), whiter and more brightly than Ultinon, no yellow or red pass, less red salts in the discharge tube as Ultinon, optically like xenon into the early 90ern than it on the market, is not any longer manufactured, residual item came available (email at author), like 62301 only in D1S Xenarc watts
66040 Osram D2S 4150K 3200lm E-permission halogeneous-yellow Xenarc electronics 35W watts
66042 Osram D1S 4150K 3200lm E-permission halogeneous-yellow Xenarc electronics 35W watts
66043 Osram D1S 4150K 3200lm E-permission halogeneous-yellow Xenarc electronics 35W, new standard type watts
66142 Osram D1S 4150K 3200lm E-permission halogeneous-yellow Xenarc watts
66050 Osram D2R 4150K 3200lm E-permission halogeneous-yellow Xenarc electronics 35W watts
66052 Osram D1R 4150K 3200lm E-permission halogeneous-yellow Xenarc electronics 35W watts
66053 Osram D1R 4150K 3200lm E-permission halogeneous-yellow Xenarc electronics 35W, new standard type watts
66152 Osram D1R 4150K 3200lm E-permission halogeneous-yellow

85122 Philips D2S 4100K 3200lm E-permission yellow-greenish watts
85122+ (plus) Philips D2S under 4000K 3100lm E-permission yellowish watts
85122CM (color match) Philips D2S 5000K 3100lm E-permission snow-white (a little yellow), very near at the Unbuntpunkt, glass bulb has a breath of blue pass, first-class white (more purely than Ultinon) with permission
85122WX Philips D2S 6000K Ultinon 2400lm pure blue-violet without yellow, bluish color like it in former times with some cars looked white
85122YX Philips D2S 3000K yellow xenon light for fog headlights
85122NX 4100K (only Japanese market), similar to 85122, DOT
85122CX 5000K (only Japanese market), similar to 85122CM DOT
85122SX 5700K (only Japanese market), similar to Osram D-HC
85122FS 6700K (only Japanese market), since 2005 blue esters burners of Philips
85123 Philips D2S 4900K E-permission, and +Plus, yellowish watts coloured intermediate thing between Ultinon comparably with pink note (allegedly special for BMW), with GE's Xensation 5100K burner, but yellow as Color matches (85122CM)

85126 like 85122, but D2R with shielding mask for reflector headlights
85126+ like 85122+, but D2R with shielding mask for reflector headlights
85126CM such as 85122CM, but D2R with shielding mask for reflector headlights 85126WX such as 85122WX, but D2R with shielding mask for reflector headlights 85126YX such as 85122YX, but D2R with shielding mask for reflector headlights 85126NX such as 85122NX, but D2R with shielding mask for reflector headlights 85126CX such as 85122CX, but D2R with shielding mask for reflector headlights 85126SX such as 85122SX, but D2R with shielding mask for reflector headlights 85126FS such as 85122FS, but D2R with shielding mask for reflector headlights
85407 Philips D1S, integrated starter, otherwise like 85122 (the ignition equipment makes only the operating voltage available)
85407+ Philips D1S, integrated starter, otherwise like 85122+
85408 Philips D1R, integrated starter, otherwise like 85122
85408+ Philips D1R, integrated starter, otherwise like 85122+