Don't make me wait until Christmas
our time is idling away
I don't care what day, I just want to be by your side
I'm already loving you

What do you think of this long winter?
When spring arrives, everyone's ready for a trip
Our season is close

Don't make me wait until Christmas
All around town, people have fallen in love with you*
Don't try and look cool in front of me
I'm already loving you

A white snow envelops the mountain
and the birds of passage close their wings for a short while**
just the two of them on Christmas Eve

Every time we meet, the distance seems to get smaller
Little by little our hearts just missing one another
More than conventions, I want to ask you your feelings now

Don't make me wait until Christmas
Why do people chase after tomorrow?
Take care of those important to you
That alone is fine by me

Step 1) Start --> Computer --> right click and go to Properties
Step 2) Click on Advanced System Setting in the left task pane
Step 3) Click on the Advanced Tab and under performance click on Settings
Step 4) Click on the Data Exclusion Prevention Tab
Step 5) Turn on DEP for all programs and services except those i select
Step 6) Click ADD and go to C:Windows/System32/dllhost.exe
Step 7) Now you should see Com Surrogate in the window and click OK

Now Restart your PC and you never see the error message again. I also want to restate that this will remove the error message from appearing but I'm sill not sure why this error message appears.

"Don't cry you cry baby" The tough times are when a human is growing. If I can overcome this, a beautiful morning will be waiting for me. The peaceful morning full of light, with birds singing, and the smell of the white rose...
I wonder where happiness is.
I wonder what happiness is.

.I believe in God. Thinking that God is probably testing me through these hardships, made me feel a lot better. Somehow, I do not want to forget this feeling.

"Forget about the past. If you keep looking back, you won't be able to move forward. Walk three steps forward, then two steps back.Life is～"

.It's okay if you fall.
You can just get up again.
Why don't you look up at the sky, while you're down there.
The blue sky spreads across above you.
Can you see it smiling at you?
You are alive.

I read the Bible. I accepted Jesus' words and calmly thought to myself.... I'm sorry God, I still lack faith.

“As I think about the past,
the tears will come out.
Reality is too cruel, too brutal.
I don’t even have the right to dream.
As I think about the future,
the tears will come out again.”

Reality is too cruel, too brutal. I don't even have the right to dream. As I think about the future, the tears will come out again.

I only face towards darkness and hear hear the sounds of my hopeless screams.