You’ve been through so many things in life, and that has caused you to become an entirely different person, one that you no longer recognize. You were once a very optimistic and outgoing person, and now you see the world for what it truly is, a very dark, scary, and unfair place.

a sadness that is both overwhelming and resolute, 
determined to make the world right, 
but understands that grief forever breaks our bodies and souls.

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Only love could bring us
Bring us to this bitter plane
Only one of us
Who's gonna walk away
Here in the deep below
That only darkness really knows
I'm hoping for a humble seed to grow
No, I won't surrender to this hard hearted night
Though I know the sun's gonna bring the palest of light
And all that remains is everything has gone
This life is mine so I'll carry on


I'm just trying to hold on
I'm falling in the dark below
I feel I'm falling in the big unknown
Here in the deep below
I will rise
I will rise again
A humble seed will grow


I have to go back
To pull me from the wreck
I know it's not over yet
There's no fire and no flame
On this cold, cold plane
No way to measure my pain


I'm just trying to hold on
I'm falling in the dark below
I feel I'm falling in the big unknown
I will rise
I will rise
I will rise again
A humble seed will grow