you can save your ass
or
you can save your soul
but
you can't save both

heets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay
Were laid spread out before me as her body once did.
All five horizons revolved around her soul
As the earth to the sun
Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn

Ooh, and all I taught her was everything
Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore
And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds
Of what was everything.
Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...

I take a walk outside
I'm surrounded by some kids at play
I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear?
Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head
I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning
How quick the sun can drop away

And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass
Of what was everything?
All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...

All the love gone bad turned my world to black
Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll be... yeah...
Uh huh... uh huh... ooh...

I know someday you'll have a beautiful life,
I know you'll be a sun in somebody else's sky, but why
Why, why can't it be, why can't it be mine

the fear off dying without ever having knowledge
was greater than the fear off death itself
i know now that i'm alone
in the horror of this darkness

it was then that a drop of honey,
sweet enough too divert my eyes from the cruel thruth,
came into my life
she was.........................................................

you are all i'll ever want
but this i'm denied
sometimes in my darkess thoughts
i wish i never lerned
what it is to be in love

i'm gonna love you night and day
i'm gonna try in every way
i'm gonna find a place to live
give you all i got to give
come and live with me
we'll have children off our own
i will love you more than life
if you come and be my wife

there are no rules.
only what a man can do.
and what a man cannot do.

take what you can. give nothing in return.

take what you can. give nothing in return.

yeh hai meri kahani
khamosh zindagani
sannata keh raha hai
kyun zulm seh raha hai

ek dastaan purani
tanhayi ki zubani
her zakham khil raha hai
kuch mujh se keh raha hai

chubtay kantay yadoon ke daaman say chunta hoon
girti deewaron ke aanchal mai zinda hoon

bass yeh meri kahani
benishaan nishaani
ek darr beh raha hai
kuch mujh se keh raha hai

chubtay kaanten yadoon ke daaman se chunta hoon
girti deewaron ke aanchal mein zinda hoon

(john's Part)..

bajay pyaar ki shabnum mere gulistaan mein
baraste rehte hain har simt maut ke saye
siyahiyon se ulajh padti hain meri aankhein
koi nahi .. koi bhi nahi jo batlaye
kitni der ujalon ki raah dekhe
koi nahi hai koi bhi nahi
na pass na durr
yeh pyaar hai
dil ki dharkan
apni chahat ka jo ellan kiye jaati hai
zindagi hai jo jiye jaati hai
khoon k ghoont peay jaati hai
khwaab aankhon se siye jaati hai

ab na koi paas hai
phir bhi ehsaas hai
yahiaon mai uljhi padi
jeene ki ek aas hai
yadoon ka jungle yeh dil
kaanton se jal thal yeh dil

chubtay kaanten yadoon ke daaman se chunta hoon
girti deewaron ke aanchal mein zinda hoon

very funny bollywood parody.

a combination of wo things i like. Evanescence & Farscape

the only uncertainty lies in ourselves.

you have always been alone
even in the midst of your family and freinds
you've always been set apart
distanced
separated and alone.

the face is the mirror of the heart

feels like a weight ..............................this sorrow

i've been alone inside myself
far too long
never really wanted it that way
but i guess i let it happen

when i'm lonely
i lie awake at night
and i wish you were here
i miss you

we walk the narrow path, beneath the smoking sky.
sometimes...............barely tell the difference,
between darkness and light.