Sunday, May 29, 2005

Now I never meant,
To do you wrong,
That’s what I came here to say.

But if I was wrong,
Then I’m sorry,
I don’t let it stand in our way.

As my head just aches,
When I think of,
The things that I shouldn’t have done.

But, life is for living,
We all know,
And I don’t wanna live it alone.


----------------------------Life is for living:COLDPLAY-----------------------------

Saturday, May 28, 2005

i spent all day longing to hear your voice. i didn't. the last few days, i've only spent a few minutes with you, but i miss you so much.


In my happy home
I barely breathe
In my lovers arms
I find relief

And there's a sky that's changing
And a bird that sings
I never once in my wayward life
Was heading to run out

In my lovers arms I wait for morning
I beg my god to speak and tear me apart
I'd lay down my body I'd lay down my arms
I never once in my sweet short life meant anybody harm

In my happy home
I read the signs
In my lovers arms
I move in time
There's no more crying
And there's no more lies
I never once in my sweet short life
Was waiting for desire

And there's no more crying
And there's no more pain
I never thought for one second
I'd have nothing left but shame

In my happy home
I barely breathe
I never once in my wayward life
Was heading to run out

---------happy home:GARBAGE------------

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

almost forgot

today is Marissa's birthday. i wonder if i would recognize her?

Well, outside in the hall there's a catfight
It's well after midnight
I guess I'll be allright
I'm laid out on the floor
Drunk and ppor
How much longer how much more

Rock me to sleep
Strong & deep.
The screaming cats they give me the creep
But aside from all that I feel no pain
Staring up at the ceiling stains
...Neon in the window
...Sirens far away
...News on the radio happy birthday happy birthday happy
birthday

They're at it again next door
This whole floor I swear
They're out to drive me crazy
Not right now I'm high as a cloud I'm soft and gray and lazy
..Smoking Out the window,
...feeling far away
...News on the radio happy birthday happy birthday happy
birthday

Fly me
out the window.
Somewhere far away
News on the radio, Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday.
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday.

Monday, May 02, 2005

i cannot remember a day in my life without pain. i don't what i would if all disappeared.

Sometimes we laugh like children
Go running holding hands
I never felt like this before,
I never will again
Sometimes we cry like babies
I hold you to my heart.
I just can’t stand to see you sad,
It tears me all apart

And we’re so afraid and it’s such a shame,
There is no reason we should doube it.
The things we want to say we’ver never said!
And we look away and it’s all ok and
Never really talk about it
It’s a shame the way we dance along the edge
Dance along the edge.

We always seem so careful,
We’re always so unsure.
Our past mistakes they make us shakey...eyes on the door.
When do we stop searching
For what we’re searching for?
Then when it comes, we question love and try for more!

And we’re happy here, but we live in fear
We’ve seen a lot of temples crumble.
Some of flesh and blood from love under glass.
Will we come undone? will we turn and run?
And will we know it when we find it?
It’s a game the way we dance along the edge.
And we’ll walk the line and we’ll do our time
For just as long as we’ve been given,
And pretend that we don’t hear the things they’ve said.
Can we promise love? is it all too much
And do our old souls still believe it?
It’s insane the way we dance along the edge.

---------------------------------Concrete Blonde:DANCE ALONG THE EDGE--------------------------------------------------------

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Meri Kahani ...

Meri Kahani Mera Kissa ho tum
Meri Kahani Mera Kissa ho tum

Tumhe kaise bhula sakta hun
Kaise dil se mita sakta hun
Meri sason kaaaa .. hissa ho tum

Meri Kahani Mera Kissa ho tum
Meri Kahani Mera Kissa ho tum

Tumhe kaise bhula sakta hun
Kaise dil se mita sakta hun
Meri sason kaaaa .. hissa ho tum

Meri kahaniiii

Hum pyar ki dor se
bandhe bhi huein hain
tute bhi huein hain

Hum pyar ki dor se
bandhe bhi huein hain
tute bhi huein hai

aur haath se haath ye
mile bhi huein hain
chute bhi huein hain ..

hum saath hai per humsafar nahin
mere paas nahin .. to dur sahi ..
per meri to .. manzil ho tum

Meri Kahani Mera Kissa ho tum
Meri Kahani Mera Kissa ho tum

Tumhe kaise bhula sakta hun
Kaise dil se mita sakta hun
Meri sason kaaaa .. hissa ho tum

Meri Kahaniiii ..

Her khushi saath thi
mere tum the magar
ek pal mein tumhe kho diya

duriyan cha gayin
jaise badal koi ..
aasman ne bikher diya ..

hum dur hue the jaane kyun ...
hum dur hue the jaane kyun ...
ab paas hain to lagta hai yun ...
ki ek pal ka .. sapna ho tum .

Meri Kahani Mera Kissa ho tum
Meri Kahani Mera Kissa ho tum

Tumhe kaise bhula sakta hun
Kaise dil se mita sakta hun
Meri sason kaaaa .. hissa ho tum

Meri Kahani ...
Meri Kahani ...
Meri Kahani ...
Meri Kahani ...

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