you confused tumb of nauseating dog meat
You pitiful apology for defective walrus blubber.

On we go…

You pitiful crock of dehydrated monkey zits.
You dismal lump of fossilised hog swill.
You demented sack of second-hand cow pies.
You insignificant box of nauseating stomach acid.
You atrocious crock of musty swamp mud.
You retarded ball of dusky dirty underwear.

You shameless eruption of fermenting kangaroo vomit.



Thou churlish, elf-skinned rudesby.
Thou roguish, pale-hearted waterfly.
Thou vain, rude-growing hedge-pig.

this is the list of things that are bullshit:

1. wars overseas that dont mean DICK to the average US citizen
2. government cares more about special interest groups than its fucking citizens that pay all the fucking taxes.
3. war on drugs that wastes billions and billions of dollars that utimately doesnt accomplish DONKEY DICK!
4. everybody is fucking fat
5. everybody is fucking stupid
6. the media is full of horseshit. instead of presenting actual news stories without bias and presenting facts, we get this partisan horseshit and facsination with fucking dipshit celebrities that i couldnt give a fuck if they all were hit by a fucking bus right now.
7. these fucking dipshit morons that spew out words like "socialist" "nazi" "communist" "liberal" "conservative" "neocon" etc etc fucking etc, that get their info from the fucking television and couldnt point to a fucking country on a map if it meant the firing squad.
8. healtcare is bullshit. we have made the health industry a for-profit industry, which basically mean fuck everyone over we can and make as much money off the poor bastards as we can. if we spent half the money we spent on these bullshit wars and this bullshit nation building neo-conservative horseshit strategy we have adopted in this last century, we would pay for healthcare for every citizen many times over.


what the fuck happened to this country? we have lost our way. this could be the greatest country in the world, as it once was, but instead somewere along the line a significant few decided that making money and fucking everyone over was more important than basic human kindness. and THAT is FUCKING BULLSHIT.

remember, they want us to fight and be divided. united we stand, divided we fall. whatever.

if you disagree, at this point i dont give a rat's tits (or something like that)

I know you've suffered,
But I don't want you to hide,
It's cold and loveless,
I won't let you be denied

Soothing,
I'll make you feel pure,
Trust me,
You can be sure

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask,
I want to exorcise the demons from your past,
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

You trick your lovers,
That you're wicked and divine,
You may be a sinner,
But your innocence is mine

Please me,
Show me how it's done,
Tease me,
You are the one

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart,
I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask,
I want to exorcise the demons from your past,
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

Please me,
Show me how it's done,
Trust me,
You are the one

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart,
I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask,
I want to exorcise the demons from your past,
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

Kingofsorrow2: Hikaru's Revenge

He's a prince of lassitude
a king of sorrow
as he sits on his throne
and looks out at tomorrow
He reigns over the kingdom
of the land of the dead
but he still hears the voice
of Hikaru in his head
As he sees her from a Distance
across the Deep River
It's Ultra Blue
and leaves him with a shiver
Can you keep a secret?
We will wait and see
I'm a prisoner of love
yearning to break free
It's the flavour of love
the flavour of life
It's a beautiful world
as I kiss and cry
She was my first love
but now she is dying
in the colours of passion
keep trying...
And I never fail to be overwhelmed
by my fascination
So meet me across the Ultra Blue Deep River
and be my last
at Heart Station.

I look around at the ignorant masses. smiling, laughing, joking. talking of their shallow music and movies. one look at them tells me they've never questioned their existence.

pretending to enjoy their alcohol and pot-smoking fuelled weekends. damaging their bodies, dieing younger. all the while unaware of how pointless their mindless existence is.

probably think they're going to "heaven". infact i find it hard to believe they actually think consciously. sometimes i wonder if they're free of anxiety at all times, on auto pilot. i thought the existential dread was engrained in the human psyche... but in these fools, im not so sure. I can't cope knowing all these morons don't know how pointless their fleeting existence is.

ah, to be a simple man. i wish to break free of this terrible existential struggle. my heart wearies. my will grows weaker by the day. Is it possible to escape this, in a world of morons?

"Battle not with monsters, lest ye become a monster, and if you gaze into the abyss, the abyss gazes also into you."