Show Me Love (Not A Dream)

I suppressed it, but it didn't fade.
It only slowly sunk to the bottom of the lake again.

Chasing it all, I obtained nothing.
A bit tired of the conflict, my heart has become heavy.

Running away only made me more frightened.
(Inside my lavender dreams.)
I should've known.

I can't say that someday I'll surely be worry free.
Not having confidence makes me look dependent.
The passage within me, (Show me love.)
passage within me, (Baby, show me love.)
it's all in my head. (Can you show me love?)
It's all in my head. (Not a dream?)

The purple stoplight shines, I've stopped thinking.
Only fear has yet to cease.

I am weak, but that means nothing.
(Inside my lavender dreams.)
I'm not ashamed of it.

In reality, everyone carries a deep darkness with them.
There are times we are sick, struggling, screaming, shouting.
Following the source of pain, (Show me love.)
following the source, (Baby, show me love.)
it's all in my head. (Can you show me love?)
It's all in my head. (Not a dream?)

I must forget the theories I've built.
After I climb, I must descend.

In reality, even the deepest love isn't perfect.
It cannot be given to anyone but yourself.
I have the courage to accept myself. (Show me love.)
I have the courage. (Baby, show me love.)

In reality, after I realized I was only dreaming
was when I took the first step on my own.
The passage within me,
passage within me,
it's all in my head.
It's all in my head.