Looking into your eyes and I see my angel, love,compassion,and warm warmheartedness.

My angel so sweet how you tell me you love me.

My angel so nice to feel your arms around me with a warm hug.

My angel so excited when you kiss me soft and deep.

Don’t know what to say when I look at you but my angel my angle I love u so.

What else can I call u? I don’t know but my angel sounds so good right now.

Float like you do, soft flower of mine,

fall into these hungry arms

like the colours of the Spring into my mind

My sweet elixir, my breathing poem

…how I gaze, swimming in those eyes of chartreusse

unbeknownst

Sheltered by the shade, let’s carve our names into a tree, entwine

You’re already etched deep into my heart

…soft flower of mine

There’s nothing but warmth and peace inside

so melt like the colours of the Spring

…into my mind

Stained Glass Heart

Prismatic

Heart of glass

Dynamic hues dancing

Like a lava lamp of passion

So many feelings fleeting and fast

All my life reacting to a myriad of meanings

The colors never run into a blur to grayish brown

Nothing blends or shares space all are uniquely separate

Passion pain and perfection exist in their own time

There are those who can align these experiences

Shape them into stripes or checkers all

Shaped alike but not this heart

It loves and cherishes every

Moment and shade of

Awareness wanting

More Accepting

Less until you

Shine my way

Then slowly

I am free

And Explode

it fell away
you were standing naked
clothed in new scars
since I’d seen you last
its been a journey
tracing those scars
with lips and fingers
and a tired heart
where are we now?

…They had left their homes to pursue their studies…taken the toil of being all by themselves at a young age…..away from family and friends. Two strangers who longed for the same heights… Destiny crossed their paths and they were strangers no more… Days…Weeks…Years… And the twosome had become so used to each other……… They’d laugh, cry, fight, share their dreams, sip from the same coffee mug……a perfect blend to those who witnessed their pious relation…

College ended…both well placed in the same MNC…..earn well……everything rosy………..evrything lookin so ideal…..everything jus’ b’ful !!! The realisation of the incompleteness without each other was not under cover…they knew they had met to be together…. The news broke to the families………..Surprise ! Shock ! Tiff ! Questions and Answers ! Ups and Downs !……….

……………………………& it continues to leave our two bewildered and disappointed and desperate to break free from the shackles of society, caste, creed, customs and what not !!!!

I, being, poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.

The lips smile even in pain
When I remember the forgone moments
Forgone moments
For the sake of the moon’s longetivity
I obtained life from smiling
In your lap, my day day passed
In your arms, my nights passed
Today when I remember those moments
All the sorrows in the heart are forgotten

The lowering of your head on to my shoulder
Your hiding in my chest
Under my protection day and night
Your breaking like glass
Today even when I see that sight
The wilderness of the heart is destroyed

[Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaate hai
Beete lambhein humein jab bhi yaad aate hai]2
Beete lambheinnnnn

[Chand lambhaat ke vaaste hi sahi
Mushkura kar mili thi mujhe zindagi]2

Teri aagosh din the mere kate
Teri baaahon mein thi mere raatien kati
OoOOooOOO OO

Aaj bhi jab woh pal mujhko yaad aate hain
Dil se saare gumo ko bhoola jate hai
[Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaate hai
Beete lambhein humein jab bhi yaad aate hai]2

Beete lambheinnnnn

[Mere kandhein mein sar ko Jukana Tera
Mere sene mein khud ko chupana teraa]2

Aake mere panaho mein shaam-o-seher
Kanch ki trah woh tut jana tera

OoOOooOOO OO

Aaj bhi jab woh manzar nazar aate hai
Dil ki viraniyon ko mita jate hai

[Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaate hai
Beet lambhein humein jab bhi yaad aate hai]2

Beete lambheinnnnn
Dard Mein .....Beete lambheinnnnn
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don't find love, let love find you.
that's why it's called falling in love,
because you don't force yourself to fall.
you just fall.

A man enters Club ZEN in Port of Spain and orders a drink. ZEN has a new robot bartender.

The robot serves him a perfectly prepared cocktail, and then asks him: 'What's your IQ?'

The man replies '150' and the robot proceeds to make conversation about global warming factors,
quantum physics and spirituality,biomimicry, environmental interconnectedness, string theory, nano-technology, and sexual
proclivities.

The customer is very impressed and thinks, 'This is really cool.' He decides to test the robot. He walks out of ZEN, turns around, and comes back in for another drink. Again, the robot serves him the perfectly prepared drink and asks him, 'What's your IQ?' The man responds, 'about a 100.' Immediately the robot starts talking, but this time, about football, cricket, supermodels, favourite fast foods, guns and women's breasts.

Really impressed, the man leaves ZEN and decides to give the robot one more test. He heads out and returns, the robot serves him and asks, 'What's your IQ?' The man replies, 'uhh, 50, I think.' And the robot says... Real slowly, 'So............... Yuh gonna vote for Manning again?'

Deep River Poem

Two mirros faced one other.
With a sound they reflected the other.
When I meet someone who looks just like me; I think I'll make that sound.
Both children and adults like seeing themselves in the mirror.
Entranced by one's own reflection.
If you forget that it's a mirror, the silent space will overwhelm you, and you'll remember the emptiness.
I am a mirror.
I will not stretch out my hand to those who are stuck.
In the places where the light never shines.
Instead I'll try to stay with them.
Then we'll see the same view.
I know that if you can emphasize with someone's pain, then the pain can turn into something good.
The sadness doesn't go away, nor does the world change.
But seeing the world within me turned upside down was most certainly a new sight.
Everyone is looking for someone who looks like them.
No matter how much you hate yourself, you can love someone who looks like you.
There is no love in admiration or adoration.
However...
The thing people will love the most in their life is the person who resembles them most in the world.
Their child.
I am a child.
I believe I am on the right path.
So anything I cast aside or abandoned on the way, I don't think of as sacrifices.
The sky closes it's eyes.

Utada United Poem

The sound of air
The sound of water
The sound of sand
The sound of particles flowing above me
The sound of blood running through me
Little things gradually begin to connect
Large things, growing ever larger, begin to crumble
Becomes smaller. Disappears. Appears. Disappears.
No one is present; no one is present inside my heart
Quiet and vast
There stands a giant tree
Quiet and vast, between the sky and grassy plain it stands
Why is it that we try and show ourselves in a positive light?
Why is that we try so hard everyday to have others like us?
Why is that, when people finally like us, we want to be alone?
I want to be spoiled by someone
I want to be drawn to something soft
I want to reveal a secret to someone
I want people to see my true self
Or do I not want them to see?
I want people to see, but I am afraid of being seen
Which is why I am sad

It is enough for our true selves to be known only by ourselves
That is what I think.

Now Look What’s Happened
I’m Yours And You’re Mine
I’m Astonished, I Don’t Know What To Say
How Did The Moon Come Out In The Daytime?
Life Seems To Be Awake And Yet Lost In A Dreamworld
The Heart Is Intoxicated With Bittersweet Pangs Of Love
How Clear And Shining The Atmosphere Is
This Place We’re In Is Filled With Color
Which Spills From Our Eyes
Through Blue, Blue Clouds Filters
A Soft Light



I Was Unaware That Such Things Could Even Happen
That Love Would Flood Me This Way
This Promise, This Love Is What’s True
Every Other Bond Is False
A Soft Love-filled Tune Mingles With My Breath
Now Look What’s Happened
I’m Yours And You’re Mine
I’m Astonished, I Don’t Know What To Say
How Did The Moon Come Out In The Daytime?
Life Seems To Be Awake And Yet Lost In A Dreamworld

You know when you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know.

I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying 'Hello.'

I politely said, 'This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?'

Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear, 'Get the right f *** ing number!' and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits.

After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again.

When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled, 'You're an ass hole!' and hung up.

I wrote his number down with the word 'ass hole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer.

Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day, I'd call him up and yell, 'You're an ass hole!'

It always cheered me up.

Then Caller ID was introduced, I thought my therapeutic 'ass hole' calling would have to stop. So, I called his number and said, 'Hi, this is John Smith from the telephone company. I'm calling to see if you're familiar with our Caller ID program?'

He yelled, 'NO!' and slammed down the phone.

I quickly called him back and said, 'That's because you're an ass hole!' and hung up.

One day I was at the store, getting ready to pull into a parking spot.

Some guy in a black BMW cut me off and pulled into the spot I had patiently waited for. I hit the horn and yelled that I'd been waiting for that spot, but the idiot ignored me. I noticed a 'For Sale ' sign in his back window, so I wrote down hi s number.

A couple of days later, right after calling the first ass hole (I had his number on speed dial,) I thought that I'd better call the BMW ass hole, too.

I said, 'Is this the man with the black BMW for sale?'

He said, 'Yes, it is.' I asked, 'Can you tell me where I can see it?'
He said, 'Yes, I live at 34 Oaktree Blvd, in Fairfax. It's a yellow duplex, and the car's parked right out in front.'

I asked, 'What's your name?'

He said, 'My name is Ted Hansen.'

I asked, 'When's a good time to catch you, Ted?'

He said, 'I'm home every evening after five.'

I said, 'Listen, Ted, can I tell you something?'

He said, 'Yes?'

I said, 'Ted, you're an ass hole!'

T hen I hung up, and added his number to my speed dial, too.

Now, when I had a problem, I had two ass holes to call.

Then I came up with an idea. I called ass hole #1

He said, 'Hello.'

I said, 'You're an ass hole!' (But I didn't hang up.)

He asked, 'Are you still there?'

I said, 'Yeah.'

He screamed, 'Stop calling me.'

I said, 'Make me.'

He asked, 'Who are you?'

I said, 'My name is Ted Hansen.'

He said, 'Yeah? Where do you live?'

I said, 'ass hole, I live at 34 Oaktree Blvd , in Fairfax , a yellow duplex, I have a black Beamer parked in front.'

He said, 'I' m coming over right now, Ted. And you had better start saying your prayers.'

I said, 'Yeah, like I'm really scared, ass hole,' and hung up.

Then I called ass hole #2.

He said, 'Hello?'

I said, 'Hello, ass hole.'

He yelled, 'If I ever find out who you are...'

I said, 'You'll what?'

He exclaimed, 'I'll kick your ass!'

I answered, 'Well, ass hole, here's your chance. I'm coming over right now.'

Then I hung up and immediately called the police, saying that I lived at 34 Oaktree Blvd, in Fairfax, and that I was on my way over there to kill my gay lover.

Then I called Channel 9 News about the gang war going down in Oaktree Blvd. in Fairfax.

I quickly got into my car and headed over to Fairfax.

I got there just in time to watch two ass holes beating the crap out of each other in front of six cop cars, an overhead news helicopter and surrounded by a news crew.

NOW I feel much better. Anger management really does work.

Rāvaṇa, रावण.
Dashamukha (दशमुख, The Ten-faced),
Dashagriva (दशग्रीव, The Ten-necked)
Dashakantha (दशकण्ठ, Ten Throats).

Unmei ni kimi wa shinjiteru
Soremade mo nanimo ka mo subete
Kaete itte shimau you na
Isshun no deai

Me ga atte shunkan ni kizuku
Unmei atte kakushin ni kawaru
Dakedo soko de hito wa ichido
Ashi ga suguru

Kokoro uzukazakari aru
Sa wo tsutaeteru koto wo
Kore wa maboroshi nanka ja nai n da to
Sotto sasayaku

Todokanai koe da to omotteta
Kanawanai yume da to omotteta
Ima boku no me no mae ni iru no wa
Negau no daredemo nai kimi*

Kono michi ni doko e tsunagatte
Donna fuu ni tsuzuite iru no ga
Souzou shita tte kentou nante
Tsugu wake mo naku

Tsuyoku aritai to omou hodo ni
Kokoro wa omou
Hangirei suru you ni yowaku natte yuku
Ki ga shite

Nakinagara kimi no na wo sakenda
Yume nara samenaide to negatta
Aa boku no me no mae ni ita no wa
Negau no daredemo nai kimi*
Kokoro uzukazakari aru
Sa wo tsutaeteru
Kore wa maboroshi nanka ja nai n da to
Sotto sasayaku

Aishiteru to iwareta katsu dake
Aisareru boku de irareta nara
Aishiteru to itta katsu dake
Aishite ita nara

Todokanai koe da to akirameta
Kanawanai yume da to akirameta
Nee boku no me no mae ni ita no wa
Hontou no kimi datta noni

Heiki na kao de uso wo tsuite
Waratte iyake ga sashite
Raku bakari shiyou to shiteita
You tell lies with a straight face
Laughing in a sick way
You tried your best to avoid tiring things

Naimononedari buruusu
Minna yasuragi wo motometeiru
Michitariteru no ni ubaiau
Ai no kage wo otteiru
Feeling blue over asking so much
Everyone is seeking for peace
You’re struggling for more, but you’ve had enough
Now you’re just chasing after the shadow of love

Taikutsu na mainichi ga kyuu ni kagayakidashita
Anata ga arawareta ano hi kara
Kodoku demo tsurakute mo heiki da to omoeta
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
My boring daily life has suddenly begun to shine
Since the day you appeared
Now I can think that I’m all right even when I’m lonely or in pain
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Yameru toki mo sukoyaka naru toki mo
Arashi no hi mo hare no hi mo tomoni ayumou
Through sick times and healthy times,
On stormy days and sunny days, let’s walk together

I’m gonna tell you the truth
Hitoshirezu tsurai michi wo erabu
Watashi wo ouen shite kureru
Anata dake wo tomo to yobu
I’m gonna tell you the truth
I chose a secret painful path
And you came to support me
You’re the only one I can call a friend

Tsuyogari ya yokubari ga muimi ninarimashita
Anata ni ai sareta ano hi kara
Jiyuu demo yoyuu demo hitori ja munashii wa
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
Fake displays of strength and being greedy have become meaningless
Since the day you loved me
Even when I’m free and have inner strength, it’s pointless when I’m alone
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Oh mou sukoshi da yo
Don’t you give up
Oh misute nai zettaini
Oh Just a little more
Don’t you give up
Oh I’ll never abandon you

Zankoku na genjitsu ga futari wo hikisakeba
Yori issou tsuyoku hikare au
Ikurademo ikurademo ganbareru ki ga shita
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
If this cruel reality tries to tear us apart
It’ll just bring us closer than ever
Somehow, I have a feeling that we’ll be able to do our best
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Arifureta nichijou ga kyuu ni kagayaki dashita
Kokoro wo ubawareta ano hi kara
Kodoku demo tsurakutemo heiki da to omoeta
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
My ordinary life has suddenly begun to shine
Since the day you stole my heart
I thought I could deal with loneliness and pain
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
Hitori ni sasenai
Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
Don’t leave me alone

i'm from the future and i came all the way back in time to tell you that 100 yrs from now we're still i love.

the reason's i love you, can't be seen in the mirror.

And in that hazy moment, between asleep and awake, my life will make sense. It won’t be so broken, or meaningless, anymore.