A Cure Valentine

Winged hearts fly
through the vanishing air
to let other hearts out there
know that our hearts care
Yeah, she moves like caged tigers
and we couldn't get closer than that
the way we walk, the way we talk
the way become lovecats...
Sometimes love
is all in the head
so do-do-do-do-do
and let's go to bed
And I don't care if Monday's blue
Tuesday's grey and Wednesday too
Thursday I don't care about you,
but Friday I'm in love
We come together
from all over the world
a secret club
of cureboys and girls
But no matter how far away,
no matter how long we stay,
whatever words we say
I will always love you, guys
I will always love you.

Death is acceptable to me but,

I am helpless, for I am unable to die.

To the one who has become the pain in my heart,

to the one who has made me suffer,

may He give all the relief of the world.

If you comes to my grave,

please leave me a piece of your veil.

O, the one who made me suffer!

I agreed to the suffering

please leave me a piece of your veil

This is all really good news, except frankly im dissappointed in U2. Im hoping they don't continue to take the pro-USA stance they have embraced over the last few years, or since PoP (specifically post 911).

What the world really needs is a more fair & balanced U2, they are a WORLD band and not just a USA band. They need to take a hard line against the governments of Egypt, Israel and stop flirting with America. Start embracing Iran and North Korea, China and Russia, Pakistan and India.

Stop writing and recording everything in English, why not write an album in arabic or chinese for a change? All of their religion and wealth is off putting to their poor, atheist fans. Also Bono really needs to start wearing cheap sunglasses instead of designer ones.

And for the love of Allah, please no more radio hits. If you think you have something that sounds remotely good or might just be the next big radio single or stadium anthem, kill it immediately! Strip it back down to the basics, remove the classic guitar riffs, remove the drums, bass, chorus, bridge, etc....and throw it in the recycle can. Only then will you have something truly special.

If you need any more of my advice, its not exactly free, for im a very important person with big ideas and my brilliance comes at a high price. But for the sake of art and integrity, i suggest you tune into Battlestar Gallactica on your pilgrimage. Once you have reached the temple on the hilltop, only then can i suggest that you will have achieved full enlightenment, as have i.

Until then, keep making sinners out of babies and questioning your own shoe size.

“I used to change her diapers, and take her to and from kindergarden when she was little. I took care of her a lot,” said Sumiko Takeyama, grandmother of singer Hikaru Utada, 24. “But ever since she left for New York when she was seven, I lost contact with her. I wasn’t even aware of her recent divorce. Maybe if they had a baby, things would have turned out differently. She has witnessed her parents getting divorced. Maybe she couldn’t fight the family blood in her.”

The recent divorce of J-pop diva Hikaru Utada, announced on her website on March 2, has not only shocked her family and fans but also the people who work with her.

Utada married auteur Kazuaki Kiriya, 38, in September of 2002. About her reasons for the divorce, Utada wrote on her blog: “Our future vision and the direction we, as wife and husband, wanted to head toward were different. We lacked communication as the differences became apparent.” What kind of married life did the two have?

“Each of their jobs often took them overseas. They had bases in Tokyo, New York and Los Angeles, but they barely spent time together. Utada dreamed of continuing being a singer while building a family. So her lonely feelings accumulated over the lifestyle they had,” said a showbiz reporter.

Starting last year, Utada was seen bar-hopping or going to karaoke until late night with her music colleagues. The not-so-good relationship between her father, Teruzane Utada, and her husband Kiriya, was also causing a strain, say insiders.

“After their marriage, Utada became more Kiriya-influenced. Kiriya’s status has risen, while Utada’s CD sales struggled,” said one music industry insider. “Her father brought up his daughter to be a money-making star since her youth and he was unhappy to see the situation in which Kiriya was benefiting the most from the marriage, he was quoted as saying. The quarrel between the father and the son-in-law became apparent during the tour Utada conducted last year. The two wanted to produce the tour differently. Not only the staff, but Utada was caught in between, so it is no wonder she was confused. The fact that her new single was a hit without the involvement of Kiriya must have been another factor in Utada’s decision to get divorced.”

Utada’s income for 2004 is estimated at around 1 billion yen. Since her debut in 1998, she has sold more than 33 million CDs. She has easily earned more than 10 billion yen throughout her career.

What will happen to the money with the divorce? “Both sides agreed to a divorce, so there won’t be any consolation money,” said a lawyer specializing in divorce. “The focus is on distributing property. Everything that the two had earned since their marriage will be shared, including royalties Utada has earned. Negotiations usually settle such issues without going to court.”

There are other concerns for Utada, especially the fact that her parents, Teruzane Utada and Keiko Fuji, filed for divorce. In their case, they will most likely end up in court.

“There are reports of Fuji receiving 500 million yen in exchange for resigning from Utada’s office,” said one acquaintance. “But the pattern of their past relationship reveals as soon as Fuji, who has a habit of going on a spending spree and gambling, runs out of cash, she asks her husband to marry her again. She is likely to demand a bigger share this time around.”

The dispute over money is likely to go deep as Utada faces her own divorce as well as her parents, who manage her career. (Translated by Toshiya Fujii)


Utada married Kiriya in 2002 at the age of 19. (Mainichi)

Baby, you`re all that I want to be hold
Cause every time I close my eyes
You`re always in my mind

And if tears, are down in my arms
You`ll around me
Don`t you see, you`ll heal my heart
From the pain..

Can`t you see how?
You are holding my mind
So please understand me
Can`t you feel how I`m living my life without you
So please don`t you leave me here

Baby, you`re all that I want to be here
Cause every time I close my eyes
You`re always spinning around in my mind

Chris [C]: “When did you start thinking about being an artist?”

Utada [U]: “I’ve always loved music, but I didn’t want to be an artist because both of my parents are artists, and they put so much passion into it, like selling a car to pay for the studio fee. They didn’t hesitate to spend money on music, even when they didn’t have an income. They could not rent a house because their income was unstable.

Witnessing those things as a child, I wanted a job with more stable income; I didn’t want to have an unstable life, in which you go up and down with your emotions, passions, and overall living. Therefore, I believed that I would provably go to school and get a job.

However, when I was around 12 or 13 years old, my parents suggested that I create my own song. Since I always loved to sing and I loved music, I started composing songs, playing my piano, and writing lyrics. Thanks to my parents, composing songs led to releasing CDs. When I think about my childhood, I used to hold the ‘Hikaru Show’ at home, sending invitations to my parents, and it was always my parents, me, and music together. So I think I was in the flow (to be an artist).”

[C]: “Let’s talk about your declaration for ‘human activity‘.”

[U]: “I believe that everyone only knows how you live your life, and you can only imagine how others live theirs. These past 2 years, I started noticing that I’ve been protected, and that I lived in such a small society. Although I’ve learned a lot, had many experiences, and gained some confidence as a professional artist over these 12 years, other things – such as living ability, being considerate of others’ feelings, knowing about people who are in different environment – those kind of things are what people experience naturally. But I was in an environment in which I did not have to experience things like that; it was like ‘ growing in a hothouse’.

I noticed that I might be an adult who would not be able to live without the agency or the manager.”

[C]: “What was the trigger to make you think this way?”

[U]: “I started visiting the countryside recently and felt the greatness of nature, how refreshing and important it is to go outside. I’ve developed an inclination to go outside more; I noticed that there was a potential for a new experience whenever I went outside, and that nothing would happen if I stayed inside of my house. So I tried to go outside at least once a day for something that wasn’t work-related, such as going for a short walk with my own legs.”

[C]: “Why did you choose live concerts as your last activity before you went on hiatus?”

[U]: “I held a tour in North America and in London during January and February of 2010. A tour at small live houses was something I’ve always wanted to do ever since I debuted.

Compared to other singers, I have less experience with live concerts. I feel that an artist should hold live concerts at smaller venues first, and then go on to bigger places; but in my case, it was the other way around. It was my first overseas tour, so a lot of people came over to my concerts, and I felt such a strong passion and love from them. It also made me feel that having live concerts are great, and that I want to sing more lives in Japan. I was the artist who spent more time at home on making music and singing at the studio, than holding live concerts. However, this feeling of wanting to sing in front of fans started growing on me. That’s how I decided to hold the live concerts.”

[C]: “How did you feel when you left the microphone on the stage, and walked the runway?”

[U]: “It felt refreshing at the live, and I was told by many people that the concert was filled with a mysterious and warm love. I was happy to hear that, because that feeling was in my heart. I was happy my heart was able to reach out to the audience through my songs and through my body.

These past 2 years, I’ve started thinking about ‘love’ for the first time. I never considered seriously what it meant to cherish or love something before, or maybe I just tried not to think about it on purpose because it’s scary. But this time, I was finally able to face it. I think before, I couldn’t afford to ‘tuck up’ others with my love, but at the concert, my fans were able to feel my love and how much I wanted to cherish them. I was also able to receive love in return from the audience. It was a very warm time, and the concert became very precious to me.”

[C]: ”How was to produce your own PV?” (talking about the PV for “Goodbye Happiness”)

[U]: “At first, I was going to have someone else do it, like I usually did, but there were some things I felt like ‘That’s not the same as my feeling now’, and it didn’t work out well even though I tried to explain it. Then I noticed that I’m the only person who could understand my current feelings, and that I won’t be able to make any music videos for a while [because of my hiatus]. Therefore, I decided to do everything I wanted to do. I also wanted to make myself do things which other directors wouldn’t ask me to do.

People tend to think that celebrities do or possess special things, but that’s not true. I wanted to show people that I’m just a regular woman, and I thought it would be meaningless if I make a video with myself merely acting the role of ‘Utada Hikaru’.”

[C]: “You are about to stop your activities as an artist for a while. What are you planning to do?”

[U]: “I think it does not matter what I will do, it’s more important on how I do things. The thing I want to do the most is to study with other people, and I want to volunteer overseas if I get the chance. I’m currently searching for that chance. I hope there would be something I could do, at a place where I can meet people in different environments, like in a nursing institution.

I will probably be making music and singing freely at home, because music is not all about business to me. But I will focus on the point of being a ‘Utada Hikaru’ who can take care of herself, and now have people there to support me. I think, in order for me to do so, I will finally understand how much people have done for me, and I also want to cherish time, myself, and the people around me.”

[C]: “Independence?”

[U]: “Yes, that’s it.”

==

We wish Hikki the best of the luck, and hope that she finds what she needs in her break.

Can Someone Tell Me About Gasoline?

[AWN] You DO all know that all the gas companies fill their tanker trucks from the same refineries, and that the only difference between one brand and another is the additive package... Right? Ok. With that out of the way...

Chevron's "Techron" additive and Texaco's "System 3" additive are basically the same thing: They're detergent packages that help to keep deposits from forming on the backs of your intake valves and in your fuel-injectors, etc.

However... There's not enough detergent in EITHER brand (or any of the others) to keep your valves PERFECTLY clean, so if you care about that sort of thing, you should periodically run a bottle of valve/injector cleaner through your fuel system.

Any Chevron station will sell you a bottle of Techron; it's pretty cheap and is recommended (by name) by Porsche, BMW, and maybe a couple other manufacturers.

Personally, I prefer Redline SI-1 or SI-2 (same stuff, different bottle sizes). It costs just about the same, but may be harder to find.

The recommended dosage for prophylactic purposes is one bottle every few thousand miles. For curative purposes -- like if your car's running poorly and you suspect clogged injectors -- the dosage is two bottles in a tankful of gas followed by one bottle in each of the next two tankfuls.

Be aware, if you've never poured a bottle of Techron or SI-1 into your tank before, that it may loosen deposits that have formed in the system ahead of the fuel filter. Those deposits will break free and be captured by the filter, potentially clogging it and necessitating its replacement.

I use only Unocal gasoline in my cars, mostly because my local Unocal station has newer underground tanks than all the other stations in my area AND I know when they fill the tanks.

[REM] My cousin drives gasoline tanker trucks for a living. All brands of gasoline get their gas from the same refineries.
The only difference in an 8000 gallon load is the 1 QUART can of additives they dump in separately!
What Does "High Octane" Mean?

[AWN] Higher-octane fuel isn't harder to ignite in the usual way (that is, with a spark); the octane rating just indicates how easily the fuel can SPONTANEOUSLY ignite before the flame-front reaches it. "Spontaneous pre-ignition" is just another phrase for "detonation" or "knock"; higher-octane fuels resist knocking better than low-octane fuels.

[EN] There are two types of octane numbers for gasoline, the Motor Octane Number (MON) and the Research Octane Number (RON). The ASTM methods for MON and RON use the same test engine, but operate under different
conditions. MON is a measure of performance of the fuel at high speeds or under heavy loads, while RON repersents the performance during low speed conditions. The octane number displayed at the pump is the average of these two values ([R+M]/2).


Which Fuel Additives Are Recommended?

[Merritt Wikle, Auto Enthusiast & Chevron Lubricants Employee - 2000/10/20] The formulations of all manufacturers aftermarket products is very proprietary. So it is unlikely anyone knows Chevron or BG's formulations. Chevron sometimes tests/analyzes selected products a part of competitive analysis. I do know BG44K is a fine product. Further, Techron Concentrate is not just "4% active ingredient", with "filler" for the balance. [BTW filler in gas additives is typically some type of solvent.]

The active ingredient in Techron Concentrate is engineered and manufactured by Chevron. Though we do contract the actual bottling of the "juice" to others; it is Chevron that originally invented, made, and patented PEA (polyetheramine) fuel additive technology in the 80's.

In short, Techron Concentrate is the "original", and still unbeatable fuel system treatment.

In fact, the automakers use Chevron gasoline with Techron for EPA testing, even though we do not market gasolines in the Midwest (they haul from Louisville KY).

While I cannot comment on any specific Chevron Chemical customers I might know of (I'm not in Chevron Chemical group), Chevron Oronite Chemical Division sells very good PEA fuel system additives (not Techron Concentrate, though) to many well-known customers both as aftermarket chemicals, and for use in bulk gasolines. Typically these customers package and market these chemicals, or use them in bulk gasoline.

[GM] BEWARE! The 44K can is perhaps the worst designed product on the market. A large opening means much will spill down the side of your NSX. At $15 a can you are wasting part of the product, but worse it left marks in my paint! I had to polish the area several times to remove them, then re-wax of course. Luckily I was minutes from home when this happened. I don't know if it gets worse if left on the paint for longer times.

What Are The Specs On Gasoline?

[BZ] Gasoline: Mobil Super+ unleaded, 92 octane (min). Color: yellow-green. Gasoline Density: 0.75 grams/mL. Air Temp: 16 to 18 deg C. Date of test: January 1992. 1 gallon = 3.785 liters = 3785 mL = 2838.75 grams = 6.25 pounds.



Petroleum Proof, High-Performance Gasolines
Popular Hot Rodding Magazine, January 1998
By Scott Parkhurst

Octane is a measurement of a fuel's resistance to ignition. Ideally, the air/fuel mixture will ignite at the proper time and burn smoothly through the power stroke. The idea is that one powerful combustion of the air/fuel mixture is better than several randomly-ignited small flame fronts. When you can precisely control the point at which the fuel will ignite, maximum performance of the engine can be achieved, and power-robbing knock and ping will be eliminated. Knock and ping are a result of abnormal ignition, or multiple flame fronts colliding within the combustion chamber during the compression stroke.

All reputable fuel manufacturers determine the octane rating of their gasoline in the research lab using a special, dedicated single cylinder engine. Comparing the gasoline to a series of standard reference fuels in the test engine results in either a research octane number (RON) or a motor octane number (MON) depending on a set of operating conditions. The RON is determined with the test engine operating at 600 rpm, at standard barometric pressure, and the intake air temperature set at 125 degrees Fahrenheit. RON is primarily used to address part-throttle knock and ping problems. The MON addresses wide open throttle operation and is determined with the test engine spinning at 900 rpm, also at standard barometric pressure, and the intake air temperature pumped up to 300 degrees.

The best predictor of a fuel's performance in a street/strip machine is the Anti-Knock index (AKI). This is simply the average of the RON and MON numbers, or (RON + MON) / 2. Most all octane ratings posted at the pumps are determined by this AKI formula, and are the minimum values you could expect to see. The minimum octane requirement
of your engine is determined by several variables besides the compression ratio. The engine and cylinder head configuration, air/fuel mixture, timing, coolant temperature, atmospheric pressure, relative humidity, and ambient air temperature will also affect the octane required to make your mill produce maximum power.

The burn rate of a fuel is a measurement of the time required for complete combustion of the air/fuel mixture. The notion that octane ratings affect the burn rate of fuel is about 180-degrees from reality; burn rate is a function of several variables, and the two are completely independent, although there is generally a correlation between octane ratings and burn rates.

To give you a good example of this, we contacted Jim Wurth from Sunoco Race Fuels. He explains, "A perfect example is Sunoco Maximal, which is our fastest burning fuel, and coincidentally one of Sunoco's highest octane fuels at 116 (R+M) / 2. A lot of Pro Stock teams rely on Maximal for those sub-seven second runs. When they are turning 9,000 rpm or more, the fuel has to burn pretty quickly to achieve complete combustion".

Octane boosters offer little help in the quest for higher octane. Most popular street-legal octane boosters claim increases in octane ratings up to five points, and those boosters intended for off-road use only claim up to seven points. That's a lot of octane to hope for simply by pouring an additive in a tank. Sunoco told us that before they launched their GT-100 Unleaded retail pilot program, they wanted to be sure that a 100 (R+M) / 2 octane street legal fuel would be of value, and that enthusiasts would not be able to get the same (or better) results using an octane booster. Nine of the most popular retail octane boosters were put through a series of tests to determine where the consumer could get the most bang for the buck. The test results were verified by an independent testing facility, using several brands of regular unleaded and premium gasolines, just to make sure everything was legit.

According to Mark Borosky, Vehicle Test Engineer for Sunoco,"Of the nine octane boosters tested, none showed a significant increase, and one actually lowered the octane number of the test gasolines."Testing repeatedly showed a maximum increase in octane of 3.5 points by only two of the six street legal octane boosters when the recommended treatment rate was blended with lower base 87 octane gasoline. The best the remaining four products could muster was less than a one point increase. "While clearly no one would actually use an octane booster in a low base octane fuel, we wanted to give the manufacturers the benefit of the doubt relative to their claims of five-to-seven point increases," explained Borosky.

When tests were performed using 93 and 94 octane fuel, even the two best products from the previous tests produced a disappointing 1.5 to 2 point maximum increase. The remaining four street-legal octane boosters showed less than a .5 point increase. Those products designated for offroad use only didn't fare any better than the street-legal products. Subsequent tests where the dosage of octane booster was doubled, tripled, and even quadrupled produced only minimal improvements in octane, regardless of the base octane number of the test gas. In fact, quadrupling the treatment rate of the most powerful additive produced only a 3.5 point increase in octane when added to 93 premium, resulting in a cost of $3.25 a gallon.

An alternative path to octane euphoria is to blend gasolines of different octane levels yourself. It's easier than you may think, safe, and the results are predictable. The formula for mixing gasolines of the same type is pretty straightforward. When you mix a 50/50 blend of two unleaded fuels, simply average the two octane ratings to determine what's in the tank If you mix 94 and 100, you get 97. The same generally holds true for leaded gasolines, assuming the lead content is
nearly equal.

Blending a leaded fuel with unleaded, however, pushes the octane up a bit more than the math would suggest, due to the effect of the lead. Just a gram or two of lead blended into the unleaded fuel will raise the octane number significantly. Commercial leaded racing fuels contain anywhere from a trace to six grams of lead per gallon. If you were to mix 50 percent 110 octane leaded fuel with 100 octane unleaded, you would actually end up with an octane number around 106 to 107. Keep in mind that even the smallest amount of lead or leaded gas line with unleaded, could spell the end of your catalytic converter or oxygen sensor. The same holds true for using octane boosters intended for off-road use only. A word to the wise, check for any lead content in all the additives you might mix with your unleaded gasoline. And check with your state emissions regulations for street use.

We asked Sunoco's Wurth about using aviation fuel in an automobile engine. He was emphatic when he said, "Don't do it. Even though Sunoco is a major producer of aviation fuel, this fuel is specifically blended for aircraft engines. Aircraft operate under very different conditions than automobiles, and the fuel requirements are quite different as well. Aircraft engines generally.... run within a very narrow rpm range. There's no need for transient throttle response in an airplane because after the pilot does the initial engine run-up, the throttle is set in one position and the rpm doesn't normally change until landing. Also, airplanes fly where the air is cold and thin, and the atmospheric pressure is low. These are not even close to the conditions your street machine will see on the ground. Also, since most piston-driven aircraft cruise at 3,000 rpm or so, the burn rate of aviation gas is much too slow for any high performance automotive applications."

What is it that makes race gas so different? What's it made of? Sunoco tells us their GT PLUS 104 octane unleaded race gas is only 15-20 percent traditional gasoline, and about 85 percent additives! Actually there are about 120 different chemicals in GT PLUS. One reason it isn't street legal is the high oxygen content. The EPA requires that the oxygen content of a street legal fuel cannot exceed 2.9 percent. GT PLUS is about 3.5 percent oxygen. This fuel is light in weight at only 6.14 lbs-per-gallon. The high oxygen content improves the octane, and when the induction system is properly calibrated, this fuel will help make additional horsepower. The high oxygen content has a supercharging effect, since 3.5 percent oxygen is the equivalent to about 17 percent more air. Different fuels can actually alter horsepower 5-to-10 percent or more.

We wanted to to know more about the different types of race gas Sunoco had, and didn't realize there were five different types of racing fuel alone.

GT-100 Unleaded, is a clear fuel with a pump octane of 100, and will handle compression ratios of up to 12:1, and is street legal in all 50 states.

GT PLUS, is also unleaded, and is rated at 104 octane. It is suitable for compression ratios up to 14:1 and is colored light blue. It will not harm oxygen sensors or knock sensors in computer controlled engines. It is not street legal.

STANDARD, is a leaded fuel rated at 110 octane, is colored purple, and is intended for drag racing, road racing, and race boats.

SUPREME, is also a leaded fuel and is dark blue. It was developed to help resist vapor lock and meet the demands of sportsman, modifieds, offshore powerboats, and endurance racing where engines regularly run in excess of 7000 rpm.

MAXIMAL, we mentioned earlier, is colored red, has 116 octane, and is leaded. It is intended for exceptionally high performance applications like Pro Stock where extremely high cylinder pressures are common. Its extremely fast burn rate is satisfactory where rpm exceeds 10,000.

Now that you're an expert on gasolines, you probably would like to know where to buy and store the stuff. If you are fortunate enough to live in the mid-Atlantic states, you can take advantage of Sunoco's GT-100 Unleaded retail pilot program and get 100 octane race fuel at pumps located at select Sunoco stations. The rest of us have to purchase from local speed shops, at race tracks, or directly from Sunoco distributors.

When you plan on buying fuel in quantity, say a 55-gallon drum, you'll be happy to know that racing fuel has a shelf life of about a year, if you store it properly. The container must conform to all safety standards, and should be made from metal or polymer. Make sure the container is opaque and solid in color. The white plastic jugs we see at the track should be used for short-term storage only. They let in sunlight, which will affect the fuel. The lead in leaded fuel and other chemicals in unleaded fuel are photosensitive, and will dissipate if they am exposed to the sun. Keep any container tightly sealed to prevent evaporation.

Release me from this mysterious waiting
the stars are falling; the wind is blowing.
Finally I can hold you in my arms.
Two hearts beating together.
Believe me that my heart has never-change
waiting a thousand year, You have my promise
No matter how many cold winter have passed
I will never let you go.

Now hold my hands, and close your eyes
Please think about the days when we were in love.
We loved each other too much, it caused us such pain
We can’t even say “I love you”

Every night my heart aches.
I never stop thinking of you.
I am used to being alone for such a long time
And I face it with a smile.
Believe me, I choose to wait.
Even though it’s painful, I won’t leave.
Only your tenderness can save me
From the endless cold.

Let the love in our hearts
Become a blossoming flower
We can pass through time, never bowing our heads,
And never giving up our dream.

We loved each other too much, it caused us such pain
We can’t even say the words “I love you”
Let the love in our hearts
Become a blossoming flower
We never forget our promise.
Only true love follows us
as we travel through the endless space and time.

We can’t even say the words “I love you.”
Love is the only myth that exist in the hearts that never change.

AVG Free and Avast

Goodbye Happiness

Take 5
Prisoner of Love

BLUE
Show Me Love (Not a Dream)
Stay Gold (Hikki on piano)

Flavor of Life
Beautiful World

Across the Universe (Hikki on guitar)
Can't Wait 'Til Christmas

Goodbye Happiness
travelling
Take 5
Prisoner of Love
COLORS (acoustic, pretty much)
Letters
HLA (piano only)
Sakura DROPS (Hikki on piano)
Eclipse
Passion (combined single and opening version)
BLUE
Show Me Love (Not a Dream)
Stay Gold (Hikki on piano)
Boku wa Kuma
Automatic
First Love
Flavor of Life
Beautiful World
Hikari
Niji-iro Bus
Across the Universe (Hikki on guitar)
Can't Wait 'Til Christmas
time will tell

Don't make me wait until Christmas
our time is idling away
I don't care what day, I just want to be by your side
I'm already loving you

What do you think of this long winter?
When spring arrives, everyone's ready for a trip
Our season is close

Don't make me wait until Christmas
All around town, people have fallen in love with you*
Don't try and look cool in front of me
I'm already loving you

A white snow envelops the mountain
and the birds of passage close their wings for a short while**
just the two of them on Christmas Eve

Every time we meet, the distance seems to get smaller
Little by little our hearts just missing one another
More than conventions, I want to ask you your feelings now

Don't make me wait until Christmas
Why do people chase after tomorrow?
Take care of those important to you
That alone is fine by me

Step 1) Start --> Computer --> right click and go to Properties
Step 2) Click on Advanced System Setting in the left task pane
Step 3) Click on the Advanced Tab and under performance click on Settings
Step 4) Click on the Data Exclusion Prevention Tab
Step 5) Turn on DEP for all programs and services except those i select
Step 6) Click ADD and go to C:Windows/System32/dllhost.exe
Step 7) Now you should see Com Surrogate in the window and click OK

Now Restart your PC and you never see the error message again. I also want to restate that this will remove the error message from appearing but I'm sill not sure why this error message appears.

"Don't cry you cry baby" The tough times are when a human is growing. If I can overcome this, a beautiful morning will be waiting for me. The peaceful morning full of light, with birds singing, and the smell of the white rose...
I wonder where happiness is.
I wonder what happiness is.

.I believe in God. Thinking that God is probably testing me through these hardships, made me feel a lot better. Somehow, I do not want to forget this feeling.

"Forget about the past. If you keep looking back, you won't be able to move forward. Walk three steps forward, then two steps back.Life is～"

.It's okay if you fall.
You can just get up again.
Why don't you look up at the sky, while you're down there.
The blue sky spreads across above you.
Can you see it smiling at you?
You are alive.

I read the Bible. I accepted Jesus' words and calmly thought to myself.... I'm sorry God, I still lack faith.

“As I think about the past,
the tears will come out.
Reality is too cruel, too brutal.
I don’t even have the right to dream.
As I think about the future,
the tears will come out again.”

Reality is too cruel, too brutal. I don't even have the right to dream. As I think about the future, the tears will come out again.

I only face towards darkness and hear hear the sounds of my hopeless screams.

After the sweet candy has disappeared
A sad looking little boy
On a cloudless Summer Day

Sunburnt hands and feet
Careless if her white one piece gets dirty
An unconscious paradise

I waited after the dream, but nothing
Then one day, I learned of your name

So Goodbye Loneliness
Singing along to a love song
Reflected in your eyes, I’m laughing

So Goodbye Happiness
We can’t return to those times
When we were naive and energetic
But that’s okay.
Love me.

slept all day today. this pneumonia is very painful. my ribs feel like a very heavy weight is pressing against them and the burning in my joints is unbearable.

Kingofsorrow3: The Rise of Draven

He flies through the night
from the edge of the deep green sea
He flies like a raven
at MFC
He flies like a crow
to our cyber safe haven
he flies like a raven,
he's draven
For so many years,
he's flown in his life
searching for meaning
in the world in his eyes
searching for hope
in humanity
till finally he's found it
in our community
He's finally found
something to release in
He's finally found
something to believe in
He's finally found
a place that is timeless
He is like the raven
and he's rising...
Every night he falls
scream the animal scream
Every night he falls
dream the crow black dream
dream the crow black dream.

Every day I live, how I wish to be free
Forced to live this life led by cruel reality
Everything I need is right here with you
Leave the world behind, that is all I want to do

But whenever I
Close my weary eyes
Suddenly I can see
Your tender face
Smiling for me

Ah, my love, til the day that I fall
Deep in sleep that will be eternal
Let your smile be my comfort and guide
Let that smile always be by my side

Ever does mankind find reason to be sad
How easily we keep forgetting what we have

For what you should love
For what gives you love
And the joy it does bring
For the sake of love
Give your everything

Ah, those days when our love was so new
Innocent we were shy and confused
Oh, how we took the long winding way
And how we caused each other such pain…

But whenever I
Close my weary eyes
Suddenly I can see
Your tender face
Smiling for me

Ah, my love, til the day that I fall
Deep in sleep that will be eternal
Let your smile be my comfort and guide
Let that smile always be by my side

Ah, those days when our love was so new
Innocent we were shy and confused
Oh, how we took the long winding path
Ah, but look now and see where we are…